hellooosss, getting sian of life, cuz its always mug, mug mug mug mug and then MUG. hahha school has been boring, tired and everything, but i gotta work hard.

gah anyway dear has been stressed up with her portfolio for arts awards, and basically cause of work, and liuqin lessons. hahah summm always remember if u want to do well in something, you have to always give up something, to let up space for that interest of yours, but after all the decision is urs. Choose something that you wont regret at the end of the day, choose something that is really important k! There are endless tasks in our lives, but what differs us is that we are able to do whats more important to us. Time is always limited, and never enough, but from these 24 hours, what can we really gain from it! As we edge towards A levels, time for us will get lesser and lesser, but ill understand.I guess its inevitable. I guess after As we can do lots and lots of catching up, but for now work hard ok! dont listen to nonsense people is telling you, always trust yourself, ur abilities to do well and even go for greater heights. At the end of the day, whats most important is whether you have put in ur best, have u done what you really have.

Regarding liuqin lessons, i really think theres no harm continuing, as long as u can find time to prac. Although its taxing, always tell urself that thats the choice you have made and you have to do it! but if ur not continuing lessons temporarily, dont always think that you cant do well, your skills will drop. Thats why people always say consistency in prac makes a huge huge difference. Even though ur skills have droppe,d its never too late to pick them up once again. And even if u dont take lessons, you can always prac on your own ma! i will MONITOR u! hahah XD And once again dont get influence lah! people are from music schools that prac 8 hours 9 hours a day, without studying, Thats why they are good, thats why they are professionals. Dont get clouded just by looking at their skills. always remember, how much time they have put in to their practices, cause they dont have As. Dear, i know that u are stressed that u will do badly for everything. but always remember, you wont know when u dont try!

hope u feel better!
and JIA YOU SUMMM!
ILU <3

Friday, July 31, 2009

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Thursday, July 16, 2009

hello!!! didnt blog for a long long time. well, i kinda flunked my CTs anyway, but i wont give up ba haha! and and and, feeling kinda grumpt nowadays, hubert is becoming old, grumpy old man. hahah XD gah Concert, lesson, QGY. hahah gah oh man so happening!

And to sum! jia you with ur work okay! this is the time everybody will change, its a lone fight out there, but ill be here for u always k! hidden in the mist while u battle on, Know everything is crushing down on you right now, know u are feeling the heat, but then come on, dont hear whats going on, follow urself in whats going on !

dont look dont hear, just feel it urself. You are who u are, nobody can change that, that beautiful name, that awesome heart. yeah thats you, who u really are, tang yiu sum!

When nightmares daunt, we dont shun from it, we dont shudder in fear, just because its happening. I know u wont, cuz ur brave, deep inside u lies a hero, who wants to strive and do well. Believe in urself, and u will!

Always here for you.
Always praying hard for you
Always wishing u all the best.

Superwoman,
u can do it!

folks, having a bad headache. gtg!

cya people.

(p.s and to lewis and kaisheng, we will own together, 4-7 spirit!)

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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

HELLO! MATHS TMR! AND IM DEAD >< hahaha dont even know anything about it.

Flipping and fipping through pages cluelessly!
Well, todays paper was darn difficult, like i said im left with 1/100 of my life left, breathing with an oxygen tank from sum >< hahaha ( u know what i mean yeah!)

Haii, transition from secondary to JC has been really really tough, having a sudden more load of work to finish every single day, being breathed down by the neck by teachers for tutorials, the never ending lecture notes, the stack of GAHHH dunno lah! hahah but, i guess i just have to try my best. After the chem paper today, when i left the exam hall, i felt quite demoralised actually. But then, sum called to cheer me up and everything.
Gah thanks alot. U wont know how much u have helped me, but i really wanna say thanks for everything. Sum you always think that i am running this race alone, but actually im not. Just wanna say, as this world is changing, as perspective of people are changing, dont give up, especially on yourself. Exams are a test of integrity, strength, determination, everything u name it, its there. Although its gruelling, although its torturous, stay on hard, stay on strong. Even if the whole world seems to not support you, ill be ur one and only die hard fan. i swear, i swear to heavens that i will, to the world that is reading this blog. i swear. this heart, will never stop beating just for you, never going strong just for you.

Hope that ur doing fine with ur econs paper. Do not care what others have said, trust in ur abilities. you are tang yiu sum, just tang yiu sum. Believe. Trust. Success


WISH YOU ALL THE BEST K!!

Hope ur okay!!

JIA YOU AND CONSTANTLY SMILE MEAT BALL!
FATTTT <3 not fat also <3

ILU

BYE !!

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Sunday, June 28, 2009

exams tomorrow. ah i feel quite unprepared though. feeling tired, having headaches, gah whats my life coming to. =( Hope i can do fine for my exams and everything... jia you bert! just wanna rant ba. ahahah TIREDDDDDD!!

Thanks dear for calling.
Back to studying.

bye world!

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Monday, June 22, 2009

While im posting, dear is sleeping, however sleeping in pain and worries. I have to wake her up later at 9 when she slept at 4?! I feel pain, haii what has she done to deserve this. It's tough, but does that deprive of us of our daily rest. Rest is something that we should value. Although time is running out, we should still rest, for minimally 7-8 hours.

ah i feel unmotivated to blog right now.
See ya.

Jia you sum!

Hubert

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Sunday, June 21, 2009

omg. ytd was father's day, and here i am, having my stomach full of sharks fins. haha paiseh sharks. Hmm! However, today the trip today down to ramathai is different, cause there was someone else eating with my family! XDD SUM SUM <3! hahah Hope u enjoyed the dinner!
Crab noodle worrrrr dont drool har! XD NEXT TIME EAT MORE K!!!! DONT BE STRESSED XD

Sum sum! know it has been tough on you. I can tell that ur worried, even now. although u had a great time dining out, i know u have to face reality once again, facing the mountains of work, the pile of syllabuses to catch up. Its hard to catch ur breath, its hard. On this path of cruelty in life, one always dawn upon themselves to give up, to not go on. However, there are only losers and winners in life. And success, doesnt only come with hard work, it comes with determination. Life is just a test of our abilities, exams are just obstacles in life. Life is the real thing. Life is just a simple thing, however we always tend to complicate matters. Worries then follow up, and there comes depression. However, i guess its only natural that we get worried and uptight over stuff that means utmost importance to us. Everytime when we date, there is always this constant worry, not nly in ur mind, but in mine too. But, i always think, the test of life, isnt just examinations, but the ability to compose myself and to act properly. Dear, i know u are very very tired, very very exhausted along this race. However, as ur breath and stamina decreases, always tell urself this, "ur gonna do it!" At the end of the day, be it losing or winning, crying after every paper, or smiling radiantly after every paper, tell urself, "the next challenge is coming, ill do it!" Once things have made a fullstop, time has passed, there is no way we can turn it back, there is no way in turning back and saying i wanna do it again. Instead, i guess life is full of ups and downs, after getting pass the downs in life, we just have to walk on, totally clueless what will happen next, but just be prepared, u must be. Look forward and u will see light, look back and u will only see darkness. As time passes, as time ticks by, what do u really want? As worries pile upon ur heart, making u ache, making u pain, making u tear, making u tired, what else can u do to ease it? It wont be throwing all the worries, but fighting against them. In life, there are many anticipations in challenges. However, we dont go against the wall, but instead, think of how we can get pass the wall.

In all, just wanna say, i trust my sum sum <3. No matter how u rant, no matter how u complain, be sure, ill be here. forever and always, every second u need me, ill be

ILU <3

Smile. Relax.

Dance along, with ur heart.

Jia you!
sum sum, u will do it.
Touch ur heart
Touch ur soul.

yes you can.

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